Zadie stands on the top of three cement steps at the front
door of the cabin holding the keel of a spider man kite—one of the many
treasures we picked up at the Family Dollar store in Kinross on the
mainland. Santi stands ten feet in front
of her on the grass with the roll of string.
She counts, “One-two-three.
Go!” She tosses the kite into the
air and Santi takes off like the road runner.
His littlest of little legs are whizzing past one another faster than
Michael Johnson when he broke the world record at the Olympics. Spider man is in flight and ascending behind
his stubby little man arm. His every
present life jacket doesn’t slow him down.
He buzzes 15 feet past the flag pole—which Keith made from a tree
trunk. The American flag is bustling
with activity as a kite-perfect on shore wind leaves its mark on both symbols
of American exceptionalism in the air.
Zadie and I squeal with delight together yelling, “Faster. Faster.” He
runs up to the overturned, red row boat my mother painted last year as her
summer project, makes a loop somehow keeping spiderman from the evergreens and
runs back towards us.
When its Zadie’s turn, I run behind her. She is more my speed. I pick the kite up when it nose dives and
help her take flight again. She is the
lucky one on this windy Neebish Island evening.
On her run, Spider man climbs and climbs—first past the bird nest that
once held the famous baby that feel from its home; the kite makes its way
through the olden time wind mill that stands between the tool shed and the
outhouse affectionally called, Old
Faithful. I realize I have never
seen it. By now the kite is just
climbing and afraid she will lose the child-friendly spool of line I help her
let out more string. I am mesmerized by
Spider Man zipping through the air with the seagulls and Santi and Zadie lose
interest. For them, the climax of un was
take off.
After kites, we do bubbles.
After bubbles we change into pajamas and make Tollhouse, premade
cookies. The grandmas are at Euchre so
we have the place to ourselves. This is
a foreshadowing for what our final week will be like when I move the Living
Lovejoys down to the a two-room cabin, three properties over. I think just the daily walk to and from
grandma’s house will help pass the long days.
Yesterda, I discovered that having the kids to morning dishes, cut the
morning stretch by an hour.
Still deliciously alone at the house—with no Fox news to
contend with—or Karin worried about ticks—we sit on the cement steps and share
one glass of 2% milk for dipping, and take in the changing colors of the sky at
Michigan’s 9:30 PM sunset.
“What colors do you see?”
I ask.
“Orange. Yellow.”
Santi answers first.
“Purple. Blue.”
Zadie offers as well.
“It is so beautiful.” Santi comments.
“Zadie wants more milk.” Zadie declares in the third person.
“Mom, when I am a grown up can we all still live
together. You, me and my sister?”
“Sure Santi. We can live here at Neebish island when I am
old and use a four-point cane like Grandma.”
The math hits me again, the repurcussions of skipping a generation and
having kids at 40 instead of 20. When I
am my Grandma’s age. Santi and Zadie
will be the age I am now—not my mother’s age.
Zadie points out, as she does at every meal. “We didn’t take seven breaths.”
We have a group hug.
We inhale and we exhale a few times.
And then ask questions.
Zadie starts. “What
is your favorite candy?”
“Chocolate.” I answer sincerely.
Santi follows, “What is your favorite boat?”
The joy is in the asking for Thing One and Thing Two at this
stage.
“The blue canoe.”
I ask them. “What was
your favorite part of the day?”
Santi lights up and shares, “Playing in the sandbox with
blue sand and my new friends.” The boy
is an introvert and could seriously use some more company than the four women
in his life—ages two, fourty-four, sixty-nine and ninety.
Zadie says, “The Mc Stuffy puzzle.” She is referring to another Family Dollar
store treasure we picked up in Kinross when touring the prisons and other local
landmarks.
I savor this moment on the steps. The chocolate smeared on our hands and
faces. Being able to look the seagull in
the eye as it caws and flies overhead.
The deeper blues, greys, and reds over the changing skyline.
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